My bf is meeting with hos
pice tomorrow about bringing his dad home. He is in his last dayswith sorosis of the liver. Siverity of it seemes to happen in a week. No one was expecting for it to get to...
... care. His death was inevitable - he could no longer breath or digest food. We sought second opinions and met with everyone we could to understand what we were dealing with. I still have complete confidence...
... people around me I am known for my positivity and enthusiasm (a trait I got from my dad), and despite my natural disposition falling on the optimistic end of the spectrum, on the inside there is a little...
... the hell did I do wrong to become a widow at age 46!!!!!! I see everyone around me happy.... shopping for Christmas... and just being a normal family! NORMAL?!?! I will be never be normal again...... how...
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... am. I just can't let it in - I just don't know how to deal with the pain. Its like I am a fragile piece of glass and if I really let in what has happened I will shatter into a million pieces. Its too...
... best friend and I am having moments that just come to me of seeing her sitting up and trying to spit without saying a word in her dark room. I am having flash smells of what it was like when I viewed...
... two weeks of her life and I was grateful that I was always by her bed side at the palliative hospital room. Her last days keep replaying in my mind. I was in absolute despair as i watched my mom quickly...
... from anxiety on a regular basis, cry at the drop of a hat, have difficulty concentrating and sleeping where it now affects my work.
I have reached out for professional help but find that I...
... telling you all that I am an anthropologist in my Master's degree at a Canadian university. My topic of study, is palliative care and community support. In this light it may seem like I am here for solely...