My husband passed away over three months ago with NHL. He was given a clean bill of health in March after his stemcell transplant in January; however, the cancer returned. It invaded his heart and within 4 days he passed away.
I find myself saying if only as I am sure most grieving people do. I know I cant' change anything but my mind goes over and over those last four days, all the things I needed and wanted to say.
My children and family are very supportive, but it doesn't fill the void and loneliness I feel for my husband.
For the first time in my live I am alone and don't know how or what I should do!